I had been continuously tested and challenged. But the test of time had proven that God is stronger than any of your fears, nor worries. He can always make it better for you.
Been tasked to manage a team, and it had not been an easy road. Times when u have to prove your worth to get their buy in. Times when no matter how much you care it still does not matter. Moments that you doing your job makes you a villain, you expected to be perfect and to always make things right. It had not been an easy road balancing controls and relationship.
I've always wanted a very happy and smooth sailing relationship with everyone, my being a people pleaser and being sensitive to others had not worked, I was still the bad person. But I can only do so much and as they say we cant really please everyone. Afterall, this maybe is the price I pay for being a leader.
No regrets but only lessons, these experiences makes me learn the hard way. These experiences helps me prepare for the next chapter. Still, I'am glad that God has blessed me with such a forgiving heart that truth is I can't find a space for hate. Sure, I get hurt. I have feelings and oftentimes my intentions are good but then oftentimes misunderstood, again it's the price I pay.
With these journey, I know there would always be roadblocks. But I will face them with faith gearing me up, because there's nothing to worry about God is with me to guide me. Just one prayer and God has always proven He has backed me up. No fail. And I'am thankful.
One thing that I'am always am glad and forever grateful is that I have learned the value of humility and gratefulness.