"You cannot heal a lifetime of pain overnight. Be patient with yourself, It takes as long as it takes to rebuild yourself."
I no longer know what to do. It hurts so much not to have been loved back. The person I care for will leave soon and will leave together with his new found love. He will leave me. I am just a memory. Merely a past.
'Been so hard. I am lonely. I am sad. I pray that God help me find that diversion. I pray that God help me forget this person. I pray that God give me someone who would make feel special and would make me smile again.
I know I made a lot of mistakes. I had a lot of shortcomings with our relationship. I couldn't bring it back. I don't deserve this kind of pain.It's just sad. Really sad.
I want to believe that this test is given to me because God knows that I can handle this, sooner or later I will get through this. Honestly that's just what I think about and that makes me look forward to see how I can rise above this. But when will this happen. Somehow I want it soon.
I am really down and crushed. Everyday that's how I feel. I've done everything I could to move on but why is it so hard. It seemed harder, the pain gets deeper and deeper as time goes by.
How do I face the truth. How do I accept reality? Why is that up to now I want this person to win me back. Why do I hope that you still care for me? Why? I no longer know. It's been so hard. It really makes me lonely.
Lord, I turn to you. You are my only strength. I lean and depend on you. Lord, help me forget. I've forgiven this person for whatever lies and hurts he has done to me. I am just really in pain. To have been rejected, to have been taken for granted, to have been treated less, and now them building dreams afar; to really leave me kills me. I find myself crying in disbelief that while this person has obviously moved forward, Here I am still struggling.
Lord, I've lost my battle. There's nothing left for me. Maybe there would never be an "us" again. I want to understand and I want to convince myself to accept it but it's hard. Lord I pray that you give me the right person. I no longer want to be hurt this much.
Lead me to him Lord, Lead him to me. Reward me Lord for trying to be strong and for bearing all these. I know happiness doesn't have to be dependent on others but I just coudn't wait to get over the pain; and if having someone to ease that pain would help I want to meet that someone.
Lord, help me let go. Help me.
I no longer know what to do. It hurts so much not to have been loved back. The person I care for will leave soon and will leave together with his new found love. He will leave me. I am just a memory. Merely a past.
'Been so hard. I am lonely. I am sad. I pray that God help me find that diversion. I pray that God help me forget this person. I pray that God give me someone who would make feel special and would make me smile again.
I know I made a lot of mistakes. I had a lot of shortcomings with our relationship. I couldn't bring it back. I don't deserve this kind of pain.It's just sad. Really sad.
I want to believe that this test is given to me because God knows that I can handle this, sooner or later I will get through this. Honestly that's just what I think about and that makes me look forward to see how I can rise above this. But when will this happen. Somehow I want it soon.
I am really down and crushed. Everyday that's how I feel. I've done everything I could to move on but why is it so hard. It seemed harder, the pain gets deeper and deeper as time goes by.
How do I face the truth. How do I accept reality? Why is that up to now I want this person to win me back. Why do I hope that you still care for me? Why? I no longer know. It's been so hard. It really makes me lonely.
Lord, I turn to you. You are my only strength. I lean and depend on you. Lord, help me forget. I've forgiven this person for whatever lies and hurts he has done to me. I am just really in pain. To have been rejected, to have been taken for granted, to have been treated less, and now them building dreams afar; to really leave me kills me. I find myself crying in disbelief that while this person has obviously moved forward, Here I am still struggling.
Lord, I've lost my battle. There's nothing left for me. Maybe there would never be an "us" again. I want to understand and I want to convince myself to accept it but it's hard. Lord I pray that you give me the right person. I no longer want to be hurt this much.
Lead me to him Lord, Lead him to me. Reward me Lord for trying to be strong and for bearing all these. I know happiness doesn't have to be dependent on others but I just coudn't wait to get over the pain; and if having someone to ease that pain would help I want to meet that someone.
Lord, help me let go. Help me.